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you spoke to me of failure when last we bore our truths to one another.  this word of insolvence lingers sharply at the intersection of heart and soul.  although my own contemplation can never pretend to know your feelings, grace must provide what shame cannot.



there is a Divine sweetness in every spirit...a tender recognition which helps before the ask; waits for the straggler; prays over uncertainty; and smiles upon the lost.  this holy love is for you also, precious one.



failure is the beginning of belief, as you permit yourself acceptance of grace.  



who are you to forgo the compassion of eternity?  

who are you to forget your birthright of becoming and belonging?



wisdom resides in the owning of self-made mistakes.  growth arrives in the acknowledgment that failure is attached to behaviour rather than identity.



may you bring kindness to your past, accountability to your present, and forethought to your future.  may you be true to your own merciful heart.  may you know the love you are.

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