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morning ramble #1

 


closed loops keep a soul asleep.  monotony stifles instinct.  boredom invites absence.


so ain't it vital to explore the unknown?


neural pathways build fresh capacities during unprecedented experiences.  the body-mind knows of sense long before reason.  


this morning, what appears to be a juvenile hummingbird is a white-lined sphinx moth visiting violets in the garden.  


i remember riddles.  gnosis guardians.  how one must answer to life's continuance. 


may the roads widen to hold waking dreams.  may patterns learn of and from each other.  may curiosity of heart guide the belongings. 



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